Yeah, another year passed
A nice year though.
I know I didn’t update much at here, or even in P3P.
I am always rushing between things.
And new tasks rises.
Thanks for everyone for this year’s support, We had come pass many thing this year.
Not to forget the group of colleague at my new work place.
I had learnt a lot this year. From work and all other thing,
I know this will be a pretty vague post, but please share my Joy 
I love you all
Zekta
Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard.
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You’d always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar
My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no.
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh did you ever know?
That I have mine on you
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Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you’re never hurt
As if you’re never down.
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
So let me come to you
Close as I wanna be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast.
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I have mine on you
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Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you’re holding back
Or pain if that’s what it is
How can I let you know
I’m more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You would know that you’re not dreaming
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當然唔係 2007 年開始,
可能係 2001 定幾事
最少應該都有 10年以上啦
學左好多野, 識左好多人
宜家同個時, 真係差好遠…
由小朋友, 變左… 大過左o既小朋友
臨睡前想起小學的一件事情
心裡七上八下的, 像是不把它寫出來就睡不了一樣
還記得(應該)是小學四年級的時候,
有一段時間我給音樂老師罰我在小息的時候抄一些音樂歷史的東東…
沒記錯的話, 是班主任陳 Sir叫我抄的, 罰我的卻是教音樂的女教師
(而她好像從來沒有正式和我說過)
當年我算是比較調皮的學生, 就是比較多話吧
但我記得沒有在她的課堂胡鬧過
反而是坐我旁邊的梁同學一直自己編歌詞胡亂唱,
當大家一起練歌的時候自己唱自己的…
那些音樂作家的歷史我像抄了一個學期多,
小時候也沒甚麼反抗心理, 陳 Sir 叫抄便抄吧,
當時我沒有問任何問題
到後來, 我記得直到有一天, 梁同學繼續胡亂唱的時候
我乾脆閉上口, 完全沒有唱…
那時全班同學都說, 原來我是沒有亂唱的…
那天後, 無緣無故我就不用抄那些莫扎特和巴哈的古怪東東了…
從頭到尾, 沒有人告訴我為甚麼要被罰,
也沒有人對我道過歉… 啥解釋也沒有
現在的我當然能瞭解當時那位女老師的辛勞(連她名稱也忘掉了),
希望她後來能夠學到如何面對學生,
不然多辛勞也不能把訊息正確傳給學生
不知道哪裡是疲累的盡頭
不知道有沒有離開的時候
不知道為什麼忙碌的追求 為了甚麼 理由
誰知道有甚麼成就會不朽
誰知道有甚麼愛情最溫柔
誰知道擁有了這一切算不算夢寐以求
只知道不開心忍不住淚流
只知道不愜意免不了喝酒
不知道一個人這麼樣算不算無藥可救
我知道迷惘的脆弱的煩惱的寂寞的壓抑的感受誰都有
(我知道迷惘的脆弱的煩惱的寂寞的壓抑的感受誰沒有)
不知道是不是只有我痛苦的矛盾的獨自承受
明知道放棄了才想保留 明知道過去了才要補救
我知道滿足的快樂的完美的依戀的事情都難以長久
告訴我是不是每個人都看不透 誰能夠